My mother has been calling me for the last week or so and I’ve just let it go to vm. It’s hard to talk to her still, I don’t think it will ever be easy. It’s even harder to speak to her when I’m doing a project based off of me fearing and loathing becoming her. How does one speak to someone while they are creating art in spite of that person. It all becomes...
I didnt do much this weekend but sleep, watch movies, cuddle with my box of kleenex and eat. My life is so boring I really need to start being more social and doing things..a professor said to me the other day “you have more time than money right now, when you graduate you’ll have no time and no money” lol not the most supportive statement but she is right. I have time eventhough...
I thought I understood it, but I didn’t… I knew the smudgeness of it.The...
dwellfreely: Blue Funk i could listen to you sing forever
my day thus far I woke up this morning sicker than I was when I went to sleep my hot water shut off mid shower skipped eating since I had to get school on my way out my landlady told me she had to do something to my windows so I had to wait for her to do that…I’m so annoyed with her. I swear she cut off my hot water on purpose …she told me yesterday that I cant shower at 3am...
today would get worse I lost my keys so I cant get in in my apartment or my studio 0_o
…and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
Fridays are the days I come back to my apartment after class to clean do dishes grocery shop if need be cook an actual meal for dinner watch greys lol at my life, this is my “fun” time. anywho today im spending the last three hours of class people watching/shooting a roll of film with the other girls in my group for our assignment.
So I posted a little while back about my upcoming photo project. The concept is recreating missed connections from craigslist. I am working with two other ladies from moore and it would be great if you could a) be our models or b) repost this so it could get out to a larger group other than just my followers. The assignment is due november 11 so we need people as soon as possible and must be in...
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Like Ivy we grow where there is room for us
But what happens when there is no room, what happens to the ivy. When there is no room does ivy just lay there static and wait for the other ivy to eventually die or move or does ivy eventually die with lack of space and the yearning to continue to grow. There is no room left and I’m wondering what will happen to me
Anonymous asked: what's the diff. btw printmaking and painting?
I’m sick yet again sighs, I never ever get sick but for some reason in the last two months I’ve been really sick. I get better and a few days or if I’m lucky a week goes by and I’m sick all over again. I’ll be going on my fourth doctor visit/prescription soon. I have no time for this. In lighter news despite school not having a delay my professor pushed back the...
when I’m sad I have a tendency to call the first girl I dated, she doesn’t even make me feel better I think I only call her because she listens to me and I ran out of people who care…also I’m okay with crying while on the phone with her. meh I’m not going to tonight though because I just don’t feel like talking to her or anyone in general. I want winter break to...
I’m here to make your heart stop, I’m here to make you think, I’m not here to paint pretty pictures
perhaps it is difficult to see the value in having one’s self back in that kind...– joan didion
I just agreed to model nude for a classmate for her next painting in exchange for her to model for me for my next piece….scratch my back, I’ll scratch yours?
trying to finish my project for tomorrow but nothing is going the way I would hope …. I reread this letter from sol lewitt to eva hesse when I need motivation Dear Eva, You seem the same as always, and being you, hate every minute of it. Don’t! Learn to say “Fuck You” to the world once in a while. You have every right to. Just stop thinking, worrying, looking over your shoulder,...
Race always comes up when I’m at meals with my father. Never have I once gone out to eat with him in the last 4 years and not question who these waiters think I am to him.
My dads been very good to me today. We went to IKEA and I picked up a really pretty lamp, a chair and floor cushions for when I have guests. We went to lowes picked up a 8ft by 4ft sheet of wood in which I got cut down. Now were at buddakhan for dinner.
so much to get done today O.o My father should be here in about an hour and a half then I get to go to home depot and discuss this door for a canvas, or buy a sheet of wood and have them cut it down to 6ftby4ft….some senior suggested that to me last night. Mind you I’m 5’2 so working this big will be interesting. Then Ikea to pick up things I have yet purchased for my...
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