So today I wanted to go out and spend money because who doesn’t feel semi better after retail therapy. I didn’t buy anything because I came to the realization I don’t need clothes because I don’t go anywhere…plus my daily attire consists of old tshirts and leggings because I’m normally doing artwork. So no need for new clothes, then I thought maybe makeup so I go to sephora. I use to be a makeup queen but now I just wear the minimal: eyeliner,mascara, and lip tint…So why am I in sephora? Once again why buy makeup if I never go anywhere… lol so I thought maybe I’ll just buy my favorite nail polish that i left at home, and of course they don’t have it in stock -____- this would be my life.
“It’s nice it happened to you, like you come to the island and had a holiday. Sun didn’t burn you red red, just brown. You sleep, and no mosquito eat you. But the truth is, it bound to happen, if you stay long enough. So take that nice picture you got in your head home with you…but don’t be fooled: we lonely here mostly too. If we’re lucky, maybe we got some nice pictures to take with us”—jamaican lady from meet joe black.
I haven’t dated really but the few people I have…my friends have a hard time accepting that I still keep in contact with them. They were all there to witness me get hurt and they dislike them for that. My latest facebook status displays this…
I started my first painting of the semester today…it looks like shit. I may just start on a new canvas this weekend and paint over what I did today and use that canvas later. This semester we’re using poetry to paint from. I like this concept a lot because I’m a poetry fan. My painting today is based off of Sylvia plath’s edge. If I start over I may change the poem, but my concept for the painting I think could be powerful if I illustrate it correctly.